Hi, I'm Sunny.

I never went to your school, I learned in a monkey tree...

Everything has been super crazy lately and today is my only day "off" between now and next Sunday, with some of those days working multiple times per day to cover people for US Thanksgiving-related stuffs. I had yesterday off technically but I slept all day because my body just needed it, I woke up, ate dinner, watched a show and basically went back to bed for the night. This is partially a byproduct of depression and winter, or seasonal affective disorder (SAD) as the doctors/Health Canada say. I was supposed to see Shrinklet (the "almost-shrink" who works with my new shrink, who's technically a doctor but not a full shrink) last Wednesday to get a lightbox to try to alleviate some of the aforementioned symptoms, but she cancelled on me, so I see her this Wednesday instead.

I'm training 2 new people at work now, my last 2 having graduated out of training with me with flying colours. Now we've hired 2 MORE and I'm trying to get them into my morning training sessions with the other 3 I train every morning. With all these new employees, I'm pretty excited about our work's Secret Santa because some of it will be blind guessing and some of it will be pure stalkage. :santa: I also signed up for Secret Satan with the Scratching Post kids this year, which I've never done before. We met up with them earlier this month for lunch/brunch, as we tend to do a couple of times a year in Toronto, and as always, it was good to hang out. I'd never signed up for Secret Satan before because I'd never had enough money to do it properly and I suck at making things on a deadline. Last year's work Secret Santa cured me of this when I made the perfect thing for the person I got and they loved it. This year I know my work Secret Santa really well and my Scratching Post Secret Satan barely at all because the last time we spoke, she was probably 16 and now she's an adult.

The whole near death experience thing taught me a lot of things, but most importantly who my friends are. That and getting older is teaching me that putting energy into friendships is a good use of one's time on this earth. Further to that, I have a LOT of "stuff", so if I have to spend my money on something, I'd rather it be on an experience than another "thing".

Last Sunday we went to the Danforth Music Hall to see Mother Mother and they were fantastic as always, but we were in the balcony and they use a lot of light effects in their show and I was literally switching between my regular glasses and sunglasses for their whole set. Then on Tuesday we were supposed to go see Book of Mormon but there was a blizzard and it took us 2 hours just to get to the movie theatre in the city closest to us where we watched Interstellar and waited out the storm instead. Super bummed about that. Then tomorrow we're going to see Amanda Palmer, which should be interesting. It's a "book tour with music" so I'm not really sure what that means. Her book is called "The Gift of Asking" and it's all about artists finding funding for their projects or something. I dunno, I still say it sounds a little pyramid-y/Tony Robbins-esque but we'll see. We had a spare ticket so we're going with a new friend, named Liz. She's a writer and here site ishere.

The week before last, our hot water heater died and getting a new one into our tiny, shitty house was an expensive 10 day ordeal. 10 days without HOT water, I can't even imagine what it's like to live in a place with NO water.

I got into Touched By Fire, the remedial art show for people with mood disorders. It's December 3rd in Toronto if anyone wanted to go, and you can get tickets here. I guess all of the artwork is going to be up in the gallery for the full month of December though, so you don't have to go to the show itself to see what I made. I honestly didn't think I was going to get in. I submitted the maximum allowed size and honestly, my piece isn't perfect. I submitted it anyway figuring, why the hell not? It's a self portrait and I'm hardly perfect either. Touched By Fire takes 20% commission so I made the price $1250, figuring I need at least $1k to get my next project(s) off the ground and the intention with those is Touched By Fire next year and maybe...other things? I dunno, it's totally an "if you build it, they will come" situation.

The latest rage in chez Crittenden is Magic. Liiiiiike, the uber nerdy card game that I was told the other day was invented by a mathematician, which I fully believe. Madison started it, or rather, her friends have been playing for a long time and Madison got interested, particularly when she found out that the comic shop down the street from us has Magic Night on Fridays and they stay open until like, 3am, so people can hang out and play. And people do, I mean, it's a small town/community and there isn't a whole lot to do here ANY night of the week. So Madison learned how to play and I asked her if she'd mind if I played too, because this is something she does with her friends and I didn't want to intrude on a "kid thing". She said she'd think about it and then I sort of forgot I asked until she told me this week that she thought playing with me would be fun and good for me, if we/I started going to Magic Night.

On Wednesday Madison and I went to the comic shop so I could start building my deck. We discussed things ahead of time and decided I wanted to build a blue and white deck for a bunch of different reasons, so I bought the starter pack thingy (the $17 as opposed to the - I think - $35 one) in the appropriate colours and then a ton of booster packs. I don't think I was super lucky with my booster packs. I got a red foil guy that Madison said she'd trade for me for something I can use (I did the same with the foil that came in the starter pack because it required 3 types of mana and that's too complicated right now) and I got 2 or 3 cards that I couldn't use, that the store bought back from me for store credit, which Madison used yesterday I think, to get me better creatures. I have a lot of spells, counterspells and enchantments but a distinct lack of guys who do actual damage. I know one is a Planeswalker of some sort and that that's a good thing and that I should actually have 4 of them in my deck. The learning curve is steep and I've still only played twice with Madison who obviously beat me both times, and I still haven't gone through and read every single card, which is my plan when I'm finished writing this. I'm also shockingly bad at math and that played a factor in deciding to play. When I was like, 13 maybe, my step-dad decided he wanted to learn how to spell things better so he bought a Scrabble game and we played LOTS of it and he improved, so I figure I can only improve my math skills by playing this. And of course, it's something I can do with Madison (and Wes when he gets his start from Madison for Xmas), whom I hardly see anymore, that potentially gets me out of the house and interacting with real, live people. It'd be super cool if I end up being any good at this game and we can play teams, which I'm told is a thing. It's also entirely possible that I'll get frustrated with it and give Madison and Wes all my cards. We'll see.

And finally, last Monday, Hoover Dog had a lump removed from his neck and THANKFULLY it turned out to just be a benign cyst. He's recovering from surgery just fine, but he does ask for more ear scritch scratches because they gave him a haircut to do the surgery and I think it feels extra good without all that fur.

Okay time to make a "white sandwich" (turkey, mayo, havarti cheese and lettuce on toasted grainy bread) and read these Magic cards. Wish me luck and if you have any online Magic resources you actually use/trust, lay 'em on me! (If my site allows comments this time...which it may not, I think, because Blake keeps forgetting to upgrade WordPress.)

Peace oot!
PS. This song is so stupid but is so totally my current favourite stupid song.


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