quimmanaheim

so i have a "regular J-O-B" now.. and i don't hate it.
but i do hate that it's sucking up more of my already precious time.
like they wanted me as part time and i just started so it's a little hard to say, but i think that they're gonna pull some 35hour bullshit on me. like, full time is 40hrs or more and part time is anything under. well, gee. thanks for the part time. no wonder you keep going through new receptionists like water.
not to mention the total disorganization over there. it's absolutely mind boggling that my new place of work has been in business for as long as they have.
i need all the money i can get.. though i'm afraid that i was just getting comfortable with how my life was going in my life up till now.. but also, i know i need more work experience that i can put on my resume, and i know that i need more structure to my days and weeks to keep me busy and sane. not to mention, yet again, that whole money thing.
i feel like such a big baby, but i don't wannaaaaaaah!
really i don't. but who of us do, i mean, really.. ugh. i'm just a spoiled brat. which i shouldn't have been getting by so easily as such lately, but i have.
it's a pretty good gig, and in this economy, if someone offers you a job, you don't say "no". that's dumb. though i'm afraid my bitter attitude is just as dumb. BAH!.